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Friday, July 22nd, 2005
6:27 pm
I've just finished interviewing and being interviewed by Dhani. Finally. Although some of it was rather amusing. Dhan actually took us back to the Star Wars days, finally got me down to saying that I'll do my ruddy hair like Leia if someone offers me something I can't pass up. Ah, not likely. So I'm content. And even though I had my fair share of teasing him about that Bonnie girl, I'm not heartless enough to sell him out to a magazine.

The pictures were pretty fun to do in themselves. Personally I'm rather fond of the group pictures, silly and normal (Although the silly one will definatly offer someone more laughs than would be natural from looking at a magazine). Mine turned out alright, I suppose. I figured I'd design something for myself.

Ah, are we letting people know that Jules and Lee are finally married? Because I think a wedding picture would fit in somewhere really well. It'd make the issue...well-rounded.

Right. I wasn't particulary happy to say bye to Alsdhair and Miller. Alsdhair's become an absoulute expert at calming me. I'm thinking everyone should come to the final concert back in New York. And we'll finally give the total amount of money to charity during it. What do you guys think?

I'm going to go ahead and close this window. So my movie can take up my whole computer screen, as Dhan's hogging the TV.

current mood: tired

(2 Yesterdays |So Far Away)

Monday, July 11th, 2005
9:18 pm
Wow. Long time.

But still, a short time. Seeing as Hawaii's kind of far away from Nevada. Or something.

Okay, then.

I just sent Alisdhair off to get Miller to sleep. He shouldn't be up this late anyway, but James and Sean decided to hog the kids again. Actually they were just going to play with Arthur and Elliot for a bit to get on Lee's nerves, but ended up with Miller and Bee anyway. That's alright though, he'll sleep like a log on the flight back to England. And Lee gets the kids tomorrow, guys. Just because Sean wants to be a hog...

Besides, he's completely frightended Elliot to death of the ocean.

The wedding was lovely. I'm so happy for Lee and Jules. They've been through a lot to get here, now that I think about it. And I had fun helping Lee with her dress, which she looked amazing in. Although I mostly danced with Alisdhair, I did manage a few dances with others. Everyone had to have one with the bride and the groom, so I did, naturally. I also pulled James away from Sean, and had a dance with Dhani. I can't quite say why. Then I had a few with Dad before returning to my husband. We danced with Miller a lot, too, actually. Well, mostly held him while we danced, but that's not the point.

Today I've mostly lounged around with Alisdhair, Mary, and Alistair. Mary was showing them some of the pictures from the trip so far. They got a kick out of quite a few of them. I personally thought Alisdhair was going to die when he found the picture of James and I tackling Sean. If possible it might have been double of the one with us tackling Jason. It was a great way to spend the day though, just relaxing.

We headed out to the beach a bit. Mary showed off some of her yo-yo skills. Then we spent about half and hour actually in the water, before laying out to dry and having pleasent conversation.

I think some of us might actually be heading out to a bar down the way at the moment, so I'll be off.

current mood: loved

(2 Yesterdays |So Far Away)

Friday, July 1st, 2005
12:54 pm
We haven't done too much since we got to Nevada, but eh.

I stayed up the other night talking to James and Sean. I don't even know when that was anymore. Basically I figure they can completely disfigure the magazine, or they can completely embrace it. But you know, they aren't faces for the public, they can't make them do what they want them to. So, as far as I'm concerned, I'll still love them anyway (not that other people won't, but you catch my drift...).

I don't have any idea what prompted myself to do such a thing, but I mostly sat in that one leather chair in the corner of the bus on the way here. I curled up with my lap top and watched King Arthur. Like I said, no idea why.

Well, I think James has found somewhere that we apparently need to go. Or perhaps I've just completely lost it. Otherwise we're just going around to a few casinos tonight, I imagine.

Oh, dearest Dhani's on the phone with his love that Bonnie girl...

current mood: lazy

(1 Yesterday |So Far Away)

Monday, June 27th, 2005
6:34 pm
I'm hoarse from yelling on the phone yesterday and I feel like crap.

I had a very long string of words and things I shouldn't have said to that magazine. But I said it anyway. And I basically threatened them with things that I know I could never do. That makes me feel worse.

So, naturally, I went and got completely wasted last night, and I still have a ruddy hangover. That may have something to do with the fact that I've been lying in this bed all day. I can't talk to anyone anyways.

All I know to do at the moment is apologize to Sean and James. And Dad. This house wasn't suppose to be a big bloody public to-do. And I'm still fuming. I'm not even making coherent sentances.

I'm going back to sleep.

current mood: pissed off

(4 Yesterdays |So Far Away)

Sunday, June 19th, 2005
4:25 pm
Ah-ha! I've gotten a hold of my lap top once again. I think Dhan stole it from me after I attempted (unsuccessfully, once again) to take his phone.

So. I talked to Dad for a little while yesterday, after bugging the hell out of Mary to let me talk next. I kind of wished I was there, just for yesterday and today. But this house works, I suppose.

After talking to Dad for awhile, James got on the phone with him. He passed it off to Heather at some point, and went to type his own journal entry. I went out and had a look through the cars here. It's been awhile, I'd forgotten what we had. Eventually I picked one out, and went to get the keys. Jules and Lee found me on the way there and got me to get them some keys to. I just kind of picked one, but I think they liked it anyway.

Anyway, I played chauffeur for James and Sean for awhile. They wanted to go everywhere on the face of the bleeding planet. So, naturally, I made my own stops just to get on their nerves. Ended up with a new pair of shoes and a few pairs of sunglasses. I bought Sean and James their own yo-yos, just to be nice. Now Mary, James, and Sean can have a show down!

I got bored when they went in some random store, so I drove us home after that, but left them in the car with the keys. I don't know if they went anywhere else, but the keys are back. Ah.

I called Alisdhair when I got back in the house. Talked to Miller for a little while, before having a lengthy conversation with Alisdhair, actually. Miller's so sweet when he answers the phone. He got something for his dad all by himself, or so he said. He actually got Dad's help on that one, without Alisdhair knowing, of course. But I think Alisdhair was pleasently surpised finding two gifts this morning. Yes, I have called him again since then.

Uncle Ringo's dropping by in a little while. Or so I've heard. It's kind of like being at work here, the rumors spread like wildfire. Makes me laugh.

I'm curious as to where Dhan wandered off to, actually. And I think Zak and Mary are having one of their battles. Eh, I'm going to go tell Sean and James they need to have that yo-yo show down with her.

current mood: calm

(8 Yesterdays |So Far Away)

Tuesday, June 7th, 2005
10:10 pm
What ever happened to Stella posting?

She got insanely lazy, that's what.

Anyhow, Jules is going to drag us off to that cemetary in about two hours. Well, less than that, as he wants us to be in there at exactly midnight. He's crazy.

But his house is gianourmous. I think he dragged Lee up to the attic to look for the loo up there. Which probably wasn't very smart. I won't say anything about the crashes.

Dhani has been refusing to let me out of his sight, as I stole his phone the other day and called that Bonnie girl. It was a lovely conversation until Dhan noticed.
Dhan: What're you doing, Stel?
Me: Um...Bonnie, Dhani lov-
And he proceeded to tackle me. Didn't even let me finish my sentance. I think he's going to sleep hugging his cell phone tonight. That is, if we sleep at all.

The concert'll be Thursday night. Jules is still deciding on where he wants to have it.

Right. I'm going to go steal Dhani's phone see if Lee and Jules are still in tact.

current mood: lazy

(1 Yesterday |So Far Away)

Sunday, May 29th, 2005
3:32 pm

I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I had a lengthy chat with Dad and Alisdhair. Hearing Miller was a bit of a ray of sunshine. But mostly I've been sitting on the couch, curled up, getting reporters to go away, drinking, and having no sleep.

Dhani told me last night that he's worried about my alcohol intake. I can't help it, it's something to take my mind off it. The bags under my eyes are awful, I'm sure that's in some form of media by now. How awful I look, that is, as the rest of you are keeping inside.

I'm going to grab another drink, fend off that reporter outside, and take a walk. Alone.

current mood: drunk

(1 Yesterday |So Far Away)

Friday, May 20th, 2005
8:03 pm
If you didn't actually fall asleep the Opry may have been more interesting to you!

Well, actually there was just that one guy that's today's country music, but the dancers were wicked, and it was relatively funny. Joggin' in a Jug.

Sean won't bloody leave me alone. I can't even begin to count how many times I've smacked him, and that's just since my last post! James and Sean put me in the closet today, but now I've earned myself a new protector in the form of a certain Zak Starkey. I fully plan on giving him the go on anything he has planned against the two.

Besides, if "Darth Julian" wishes to kidnap me, I'll just smack him. It works for his brother.

I just sneezed like twenty times in a row. Therefore I'm going to go sit infront of the TV before I have to get packed to leave tomorrow morning.

current mood: sick

(5 Yesterdays |So Far Away)

Wednesday, May 18th, 2005
9:27 pm
Hit me now. I've been bad about updating.

Anyway, I've decided that we should go to the Grand Ole Opry, just for the sheer heck of it. I know it's country, but...I don't know. Anybody want to go?

After that, we're going...I don't know either. I need to pull up a map before I can tell you that. And at the moment I'm dead tired from today. That mall was huge! My feet are killing me.

But we're going to go see Star Wars at midnight, so I'll need some caffine to liven up a but. For some reason we didn't have the last movie, and I suppose it's this theater's tradition to show Star Wars on its anniversary date. Odd, I know.

Speaking of Star Wars, that was quite an interesting night. Dhan has a suprisingly good interpretation of Yoda. According to Sean, I'm Leia. Don't worry, I've smacked him upside the head a good many times since we got to Tennessee. I actually smacked him twice when he knocked over that whole box full of posters in that one store.

I'm telling you, there are some weird places in the States. Yes, I went in the hat store. Anybody ever heard of EATU? I found that oddly hilarious. Of course, I'd have to say the most amusing thing I've seen was the duel between the boys with those plastic lightsabers. That, my friends, was ridiculously funny.

Anyway, I'm going to go drag people out to the vans, as it'll take us about an hour to get their, and by then it'll be 10:30. So we'll have a good while to meander through the shops near the theater.

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current mood: lazy

(4 Yesterdays |So Far Away)

Sunday, May 8th, 2005
9:18 pm
The Derby was insane. Completely. Nuts. And Sean just got freakishly lucky.

Anyway, Alasdhair and Miller sent me some roses this morning. Naturally, I've been on my cell phone with them for half the day. I also got a quick word in to Dad and Heather while James was on the phone with them.

We've been offered tickets to the Abbey Road thing. Everyone want to go (minus Jules, I already am quite aware that you want to go)?

Well, James, Sean, and Jules went down to a pub, so I think I'm going to play Solitare or something. Of course, I'll have my entertainment from Mary playing with her yo-yo (she's getting better), and Lee messing with a guitar. As long as she doesn't jump on the drums I'll be fine.

I vaguely wonder where on earth Dhan has gone...

current mood: okay

(4 Yesterdays |So Far Away)

Saturday, April 30th, 2005
10:41 pm
Somebody explain to me why I neglect this when everyone always comes here instead of directly asking me where we're going?

Anyway, my brain's in a thousand pieces at the moment, so I'll get back to you.

Concert? Monday, maybe? Then head to Virgina?

Ah. If anyone dares to poke me again, they will die a most painful death.

current mood: blah

(11 Yesterdays |So Far Away)

Saturday, April 23rd, 2005
9:54 pm
I've come to the conclusion that someone must force me to update this. Otherwise I'm certain I won't. I mean, when did I last update? After Six Flags? Yikes.

That Sunday was quite depressing. But it was nice just sitting in the bus with James and Mary, and being on the phone with dad. I was certain I'd die on the spot when he said he'd lost track of Miller. Dhan then came along of course. We had a nice conversation about Mum and Uncle George. Of course, then he went kind of crazy on me and I told him to shut up.

Was it the next day that I ran off? Everything has jumbled together, as I seem to be under the influence of alcohol a lot lately. Anyroad, the day that Sean and James decided to torture Jules with The Lumberjack Song, yeah, that day, I kind of went to wandering around Pennsylvania. It can be a really scary place, let me tell you. I think it was the first autograph I gave out on this trip. Some group of teenagers started following me around a store. Of course, then I got myself lost and ended up being gone longer than I'd intended. But what can I say, I ended up with a nice new coat and hat that covers my face a bit more. Actually I kind of felt like I was Uncle Ringo in A Hard Day's Night. I know, don't remind me of the fact that I'm a loser because I still get kicks out of that movie. Right, anyway, then we headed off to dinner when I got back. It was a bit ruff getting Jason to join us, but he did in the end.

Naturally the day after we went to Hershey Park. Of course when we got back Sean and I headed out for alcohol. We won't talk about what happened there. Sean and James started going on with the Lumberjack Song once again. Jules seemed to be having a glaring match with a brick wall, as neither of the two paid attention to him. Personally, I watched a bit of TV with Dhan when he and Lee came back. Then again, me being drunk I probably mentioned a few things dealing with the TV and reality and what not that I shouldn't have to him. Sorry about that, Dhan.

At Hershey I mainly kept to Zak, we had a rather pleasent conversation going. I, of course, took a few moments to go on a ride with Lee, as everyone is entitled to do, and one with James, because of course he's my favorite brother. Ha. Anyway, after wandering around for quite awhile, Dhan found us. The Zoo America was really quite fun. I think it would've been perfect for the kids, Mary. We'll have to go with them sometime. Those little kids that kept rapping before singing Yellow Submarine were down right creepy though. I feel for dad.

Jersey shore. Ah, lovely place. I was completely ready to have the living daylights scared out of me, naturally, as James took to teaching Lee and Zak to body surf. But for the most part I just relaxed in the sun. I'm proud to say I'm a bit more tan than I was. Mary and I had a nice relaxing conversation. Dhan kind of ran off. But that's only to be expected of a man with a crush. (Have you admitted to this yet, Dhan?)

Apparently I have a tendancy to wander around these places for no reason. I met Mary on my wandering before we left Boston, where we both got recognized. That one really tall guy freaked me out. Sounded like he was Austrailian, and he seemed to follow us until we got back to the bus. I was really freaked out, actually. I don't think Mary really noticed him, but I definatly was aware that he was behind us. Just makes me shiver thinking about it. He's probably just obsessive, though, right? I mean, Dhan has his fair share of stalkers, eh? I did pretty good on the way back at avoiding Mary's yo-yo, I'd say. That takes talent. Honestly.

And now we're in Boston. Someone remind me never to let Dhan and Lee attempt to read a map for us. We went through some Historical landmarks and what not. It's a fascinating place, really. The night on the bus on our way there I don't think I slept at all. That night I think I was on the computer the whole time looking at things. I'm thinking we have a concert in Delaware or Maryland next? (Personally I think Maryland would be hilarious. I mean, think of the jokes we could pull. I love you, Mary, I really do.) Dhan and I were near dying of laughter watching that Best Week Ever show on VH1 that day. I have no idea what made us even want to watch it in the first place. But it's ridiclously funny.

Yeah, I drank last night. Again. You'd think someone would stop me. I mean, didn't Dad and Alasdhair tell James to keep an eye on me? Hm? I'm just giving James a hard time, it's my job. But actually I should probably be forced not to drink for a certain period of time. Nothing big really happened I don't think. But James, being the sweet little brother he is, helped me along through Salem today. Somehow the fact slipped my mind that I shouldn't go to bed right after I've been drinking. Not a good idea.

Salem was great all the same. Everybody mostly gave Lee a hard time. Although it was most annoying when that little kid kept asking if I weighed more than a duck. Thanks to James, I didn't end up strangling the kid. I don't know why I'd ever want to strangle a kid, now that I think about it. That would be awful. But I think it had something to do with the hangover. James and I did have a while to discuss bits of where we're headed, and other such topics (who to tackle next...). It was nice. We won the piggyback race again! James and I are unbeatable! When will you realize this?

The Lennon boys are at it again. I'm not getting into it this time. Isn't that great? I think they've made up anyway. Anyway, after Dhan and Sean got back from the store, Dhan was raving on about that Bonnie girl. (Honestly, Dhani, you have to admit it) I'm not quite sure, as I tuned him out after about three seconds, but I think they ran into her. Ah. The luck.

Anyway, he's bugging me to go ahead and make my call to Alasdhair, so he can talk to her. Dhani's in love. Right. I'll be off. (Dhani did the strike through. It's true though. He is.)

current mood: giggly

(10 Yesterdays |So Far Away)

Saturday, April 16th, 2005
10:53 pm

All I can say is I'm glad we went to a theme park today. I mean, now that we're out of it I'm beginning to think, already. And...I don't really want to.

Ah, well, most of us had a pretty good time, I think. Even if Dhani is scared senseless of Lee now. But that's okay. I'd say she and Jules were the most adventerous of us all. Though I did my fair share of roller coasters.

Of course, the highlight of my day has to be tackling Jason on the way out. James and I decided we needed another target at lunch, and Jason was the lucky one! I'm sure he feels that way.

I hear Dhan has a crush. Don't be so down about it, Dhani dearest. I promise when we get to her state we'll watch. Ha. Now, who would've thought that people would fall in love on this trip?

Right. Anyway, I think I'll go bug Mary and Zak. They may be going on a midnight stroll, from what I hear. I don't know what to do with all this extra energy.

current mood: chipper

(8 Yesterdays |So Far Away)

Friday, April 15th, 2005
11:04 pm
Well, we've finally made it to the Hotel.

Anyway, James and I make a pretty good team. I realized that today. We tackled Sean once before we left, which I'd say he wasn't too please, and then a second time when we stopped for lunch. Of course, at that point he was rather "Not again!" but he knows he loves us, really. No I won't be trading James for anyone on this trip. He's now going to be my offical partner in crime.

Right, so now we're in good old New Jersey. And we're going to Six Flags tomorrow. At least that'll give us something to do to keep our minds off it.

Well, I'm going to go see if anyone who's still awake'll join me downstairs in the lobby. I don't know why, I just have an urge to move around.

current mood: calm

(7 Yesterdays |So Far Away)

Thursday, April 14th, 2005
3:37 pm
I figure I should get an update in before trying to bug people to go with Lee and I to the Empire State Building tonight.

Clubbing was fun. Lee and I had a very long conversation, that despite what the boys think, wasn't completely about fashion. Ha. Try and figure that one out. It was fun dancing with them, even if we had to switch continously, as we were an odd number. Getting Dhan a bit tipsy did him some good, I think. He hasn't quite been himself since we got here, and I'm a bit worried.

I'm finally getting over that ruddy hangover that I had this morning. Before we'd settled into drinking Jules and I had been talking. I told him I go with him to The Dakota the day before, and apparently he decided to take me up on the offer. So we went, and ran into Sean and James there. They handled it rather well, I'd say. Of course when we got back we started to drink. And we actually did that for a good couple of hours. Even though it led to the hangover (which is why I was in the bed until ten o'clock this morning), it was nice. We got into conversation one wouldn't normally get into being sober.

I think Mary and James took off a while ago, for a walk. You know, that's all we've been doing since we got here. Walk, walk, walk. But it's nice. New York seems to be a bit of a painful place for everyone. I haven't been doing much today, so I'm really ready to go to the Empire State Building, even though we won't leave for a good while. Maybe we can grab dinner at some place like Hard Rock or something. Eh?

Alright. I'm going to go bug people now. Even if I don't feel completely sober, still...I'll be drinking some more tonight. And no, I don't have an alcohol problem.

current mood: drunk

(10 Yesterdays |So Far Away)

Tuesday, April 12th, 2005
4:40 pm
Okay, I was poked to death up re-entry to Hotel Lennon to update this. Thanks, Mary. Really.

The concert went rather well, as everyone seems to think. I did stumble over a few things, though. But Jules's shirts made us a fair amount of money, I'd say. The finale was one of the funnest things I've done it awhile, I'd say.

I know, everyone's just itching to know when we're going to leave this overcrowded place. We're leaving Friday, guys. Just so everyone can get over jet lag and recover their sleep and what not. I finally got everything straight before I left about an hour ago.

Let's see, nothing else too new. I just went back down to Strawberry Fields, earlier. I don't know why, but I just felt kind of, peaceful there, you know? I watched the sky for a while. A long while. Somehow I managed to engross myself in it so much that I didn't realize at all when Dhani sat down next to me. I had no idea he was right there until he asked me what I was thinking about. And I replied with one word, "Mum." He nodded at me, and somehow we struck up a conversation about parents. I feel a bit better about the whole thing now, don't know how long that'll last. But thanks, Dhan.

I never realized how much I love this song. Dad sang it to me the other day, when I was crying. I don't know why, but for some reason it was just something that we both knew I needed.

Well, I'm going to go back downstairs now, I guess. Bug Mary about the photos, and make sure someone's got dinner going.

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current mood: okay

(17 Yesterdays |So Far Away)

Wednesday, April 6th, 2005
7:10 pm
Let me just start off by saying I'm sorry, to everyone. Specifically James and Julian. It wasn't my place to get into either of the things I did with you. I'm sorry. Jules, I know you're completely capable of working this out with Sean yourself, I don't know where my head was. James, I shouldn't in you love life, it's not my place. I'm just glad you were fine with Alasdhair last night.

Before Dad left today, he came over. I don't know what triggered it, but all he said was "You look awful." and I was down. I cried and he held me. It reminded me of when I was little, I miss that. There's nothing that can compare to a father, except a mother, which is their obvious duty. All the same, he told me I was stressing way to much, that I was in over my head. I didn't retaliate or say anything back to him whatsoever really. I just cried. It felt amazing. All good things must end, of course, but when he left I felt much better and decided not to worry over the trip anymore.

I'm trying.

Anyway, I'm going to call Mary in a few and ask if she wouldn't mind watching Miller for the night. Alasdhair and I need some time alone, I think, especially with me going off. But then, since Mary is too, I just realized (No Stella!bashing), maybe we should take Miller, Arthur, and Elliot over to Dad's. Heather's there. I'm still going to call Mary.

So who's in the States so far, Sean, Jules, Lee, and Zak? Am I right? I'll need to pay you guys back for your plane tickets (other than Sean), obviously, as I'm paying for everyone else's and that wouldn't be fair. Actually, why don't I just pay for Sean's flights to and from LA, and Zak's to LA and to New York. Don't worry, it's nothing big.

I'm still sick, but hey, maybe Dad is right, it's just stress. I think things are looking up thanks to today.

If there's one thing I've already learnt from this, it's that I'm more stubborn than the next.

current mood: drained

(23 Yesterdays |So Far Away)

Monday, April 4th, 2005
7:18 pm

I haven't been feeling the greatest today, everthing seems like it's going wrong. When I woke up this morning I literally fell out of the bed. Promptly after my shower I realized that James was coming over later today, causing me to spill hot coffee over virtually everything. Alasdhair then ushered me out of the room and cleaned it up himself, while I was left waking Miller. I don't know what I'd do without my boys.

I spent awhile in bed, before Alasdhair made me some soup and I began to lay out on the couch so I could watch Miller while Alasdhair left to do a little bit of work. Miller fell asleep pretty quickly, and I basically sat there watching children's cartoons for a few hours until James arrived. With one look at me he took of toward the kitchen, which confused me a bit. He came back with some tea for the both of us, and we got started battering things out for this trip.

We're almost positive that we'll be flying to New York this weekend. Is that okay with everyone? Let me know, I need to get the flights booked. As far as our stops and whatnot, as I know you've been asking (I know it!), we'll be stopping as we see fit, doing whatever we'd like to do. I hope to make an attempt not to spent more than a week in one place, though, if you don't mind.

We've gotten a rather spacious bus to travel in, it's really grand. You've got your leather couches, reclining chairs, TVs, computers, all that jazz. I know, I know, you're asking why do we have hotels then?

(I know you are...people like Dhani are probably questioning it out loud) Well, the simple fact of the matter is our lovely bus doesn't have beds, and while there are couches and chairs there isn't enough space for everyone to have their own. Besides, it would get a bit tiring painful sleeping on a bus floor (a few people would have to).

As far as charity concerts/promotions, I think I've come up with something, if we can throw something together in a limited amount of time. I was thinking, before we left New York, we should do a sort of...unprepared lawn concert. This'll be the only "free" one that we do (as we're looking for the money for charity, obviously), as our kick off. I figure we can do some promotion photos before and after, and maybe we can possibly get a few during the preformance. I don't know...what do you guys think? If this is what we do I was thinking we offically end the trip back in New York with a final concert. Hm?

From what I've seen so far, Julian and Sean have had a fight. All I can say is they best clear it up before we leave New York or I'll have both their hides. Yes, I want this to be a success and we can't have us fighting all the time, now, can we? Don't be suprised if you get a ring from me later on, I want this settled. You're like my brothers, and I want you to be happy.

Going on a bit with the Lennon boys, I hope Kyoko settles things with her husband before we leave. I shouldn't want the two to be on awful terms when we leave. I think it's a brilliant idea to leave Emi with Yoko (as if Miller gets to be a handful Alasdhair is to take him to Dad, I've told him to be sure to), but it's not my place to intrude on that.

Oh, how could I forget, I had a lovely conversation with Dad today. He told me I was stressing to much (given that my voice was cracking a bit on the phone, I didn't want to break down on him). I told him not to worry, everything was fine. I think he's worried about me going to the States now, he's afraid I'll over work myself. (Not that I am over working myself, I'm just doing a lot of work) Though I'm certain it'll either be Dad or Alasdhair I call if I start dying breaking down on this trip. It's alright, hopefully I'll get a bit cheered up by everyone, eh?

Speaking of Dad, the last I actually saw him was Arthur's birthday. Yes, my favorite little nephew. I hope he's enjoying his present, Mary. Alistair being there was quite a suprise, but I'm sure that makes you happy. Hey, at least Alasdhair had someone to talk to about us crazy McCartney girls, hm?

I find it increadibly funny that Dad's getting into James's love life (we were talking about it just now). He's right, though, you know. And even though James is fine with being alone right now, I do think he should open his eyes. Come on James, you're the next to get married, I can feel it. Besides, you wouldn't want Dhan beating you to the punch, would you?

Lee's crazy, but ridiculously hilarious. I'm itching to talk fashion with that girl, you'd think I was nuts. But I'm sure even if I'm a raving mad over stressed lunatic, you guys will surely still love me.



current mood: sick

(28 Yesterdays |So Far Away)

Saturday, April 2nd, 2005
10:34 am
I don't have time to update properly, I just thought I'd let you know I'm narrowing down the leaving dates. Anyroad I have to get going, I'm taking Miller around town.

current mood: rushed

(So Far Away)

Monday, March 28th, 2005
7:24 pm
It's amazing how I just have the strongest urge to type random letters over and over again.

Imagine that. (No Stella!Bashing on this comment, Dhan. Then again, I'm sure I'd have a nice comeback.)

Anyway, I was rightfully grounded from posting anything. Miller's been crawling around anyway, I'm suprised he hasn't deleted half of my files and what not. The joys of being a parent, eh?

Am I ever glad that I have such a wonderful little brother. Saturday he came over and settled a few things as far as the trip. I think I'm still in a bit over my head, but it's worth it.

Sunday we went over to dad's. It was a bit of a relif to get off the planning, work in general, and having Miller prowling around. I finally just got to relax with Alasdhair, because I flat out refused to delve into the plans when dad asked. James got the lovely job of going into it.

Dad suggested Mary to take a few photos and what not to promote our charity events. I know, I know, I forgot that we'll all go blind by the end of it anyway, even with the no cameras rule. Because unfortunatly, I forgot that my dear sister is obsessive with a camera. Maybe I should have banned that one. (Only joking, Mary. I love your photos, really.)

I'm glad everyone's excited! I'm still waiting to hear from Jules and Jason, I do hope they'll come.

I think Dhan's making everyone else go crazy with him. Maybe I should be glad that I have such a calm, quiet little brother. I mean, a little candy's natural, but you're going way over the top. (I don't call it Dhan!Bashing, I call it...sarcasm about Dhani with love.)

I'm thinking of getting a pet for Miller to play with while I'm gone. Anyone have any ideas?

Well, I've got to be off, Miller's trying to crawl up my leg and Alasdhair has us some food. Besides, I've gotten the greatest idea for an outfit. (I'm ecstatic about talking to Lee about fashion!)


current mood: ecstatic

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